The Worst Buddhist Ever
Lana, I think we are clones of each other. I was also raised in a Southern Baptist Church. I've joined just about every Christian church there is. I'm open to all possibilities. Buddhism is not a religion, because there is no God affiliated with it. My son-in-law is Buddhist. The Dali Lama says it isn't a religion, and you can still have your religion and be Buddhist. In spite of all the perceived faults of the Baptists, you'll never find a friendlier more supportive group of people. When I attend a church, I take what I like and leave what I don't. I pray to God. Am I certain there is a God? No. For me it isn't about the institution. It's about my relationship with the God I talk to. Maybe I'm just talking to the wind, but it gives me comfort. Lana, you appear to be alone in this world. Go back to the Baptist Church and take away what you want. You don't have to buy in to every thing they say. Just enjoy the feeling of community and spirituality. What's up in your head is your business. I have a friend who is becoming a lay nun in the Catholic Church. I asked her if she believed in all the doctrines of the church. She said, no.
BrendaReeves, Oct 31, 2012