I began thinking hard about why I wanted to be an explorer, and what it was that was drawing me to such dangerous territories. I started figuring out why I was so passionate about my dream, and I started jotting down my thoughts and motivations.
I remember holing up in my room once again, building scrapbook after scrapbooks of places near and far that I wanted to visit.
I remember making up poems about distant lands, and scribbling down my thoughts into my diary before they evaporated away into thin air.
I remember printing posters of beautiful landscapes and plastering them around my room.
I remember collecting a bunch of quotes and pasting these quotes onto my bedroom ceiling.
In between this madness, I began understanding myself.
You see, there wasn’t really a passion to explore the world in the first place. It was the feelings I associated with being an explorer that appealed to me.
At the back of my mind, explorers were embodiments of freedom, passion, strength, and people who found the courage to face the unknown. That was what I really wanted, and I wouldn’t have been able to come to such a conclusion if I hadn’t started defining my motivations.
I finally began setting goals to help me achieve this dream.
The long-term plan was to be happy, but the short-term goals were what ultimately determined if I was able to make great things happen out of my life.
Comments
The computer crashed before I asked the second part of my question regarding "cannibals crouching around a stewing pot."
Were places where cannibalism still is practiced among the "places near and far" that you "wanted to visit"?
Somehow I missed the second sentence to your article. You say that "Many lazy afternoons were spent holed up in my room, thinking of dragons, bandits, knights, and ships…and cannibals crouching around a stewing pot."
Who was being stewed ;-{ in that cannibal-styled pot?
Computer limitations mentioned below sometimes keep me from appreciating in all their detail images such as the one leftward of your title.
If the image is one of your own, what type of camera was used?
The computer crashed before I could complete my observations and questions about the image leftward of your wizzley title.
When during daylit hours was the image taken? It would be possible for your waterscape to be either one at a rising or setting sun!
The computer sometimes does not cooperate about clarity and colors when it comes to the smaller images leftward of wizzley titles.
The lack of clarity nevertheless lets me know that the image is of a presumably Cornish waterscape. Where would the image have been taken?
It's interesting to consider where one would like to go and where one actually traveled.
Were the lands and landscapes of poems, posters and scrapbooks where you went?
Would your conclusions from your experiences agree with, or counter, T.S. Eliot's observation in Little Gidding that "We shall not cease from exploration And the end of all our exploring Will be to arrive where we started And know the place for the first time."
Your subheading Be an Explorer Find Your Freedom! covers filling your diaries with explorer-related entries and your room with exploration-related poems, posters, quotes and scrapbooks.
Do you still have all these images, all this information?
Revisiting your wizzley caused me to consider something that came up with the first reading and that I meant to stop by to leave another question.
Does the SMART mnemonic imply that one may be de-cluttering one's personal life not only of those oppositional to, but also of those not immediately or peripherally part of, seeking specificity, measurability, attainability, relevance and timeliness?
Lejouack, Thank you for taking us through the process from dreaming perhaps a bit off the mark to realizing really specific, measurable, attainable, relevant, time-bound dreams. What dream means the most to realize?